Ever since my mom came back home today, evrything's gone horribly wrong. Mrs Jeniffer call her up coz I 'didn't pass up my homework'. Wth, I got pass up lah sia. I put at her fave basket in the class n she nv check th basket so she tot I nv pass up. Nv even tell me or anything den suddenly call up my mom, knnbccb. I had to sit down n do my homework for today n my mom sat beside me, watching n staring. She aso say I should stop dreaming abt being a rockstar ): Bcoz of me, my cousins start smoking. Bcoz of me, Faz didn't do well in his previous exams coz I influenced him to play bass. My uncle hates me for doin tht n he nv wans to see my face when we all visit my grandmas hse evry wk. My aunty aso angry wif me coz evry wk I go her hse, lepak in th rm n play guitar all day. Evrything is all bcoz of me but why th fuck does it have to be tht way?! D; I'm falling into a state of very, very deep deppression. I've felt dis way before, I called for help evry single tym. But no one givs a shit abt a useless being lyk me. Why do I always take an innocent soul and giv them th pain tht I'm supposed to feel? I dunnoe wat th hell I have become but it has taken its toll on me n I'm someone who I don't wanna be, someone nobody loves n evrybody hates...
