I still haven't recovered frm wat Isha told me. It might hv been simple for her to type out those words but it was lyk a lightning striking my heart. Basically, it just fucking hurts so much. I'm convinced dis might be too much to take. Dis lack of self control I feel is never ending. I can't seem to find myself again. These wounds, they will not heal. N I still haven't made up my mind wether to keep on fighting or just let go n die. Coz apparently, ppl dun giv a shit abt me, hais...My belief in miracles are fading away...
