I no mood to update today. Someone doesn't care abt me anymore, hais... Think I should just giv up. I dun mind waiting at all, its just tht my heart can't take it anymore, th pain of knowing she may not come back. Yes, I'm letting go but I'll nv forget how hard I tried n how long I waited n I came out wif nothin. No one was on my side but I kept on going, hurting myself even more just for u. I'd rather lose evrything den to push u further away frm me. I wanna start over. Is anybody listening...