Hey, guys...ah, fuck it lah! I no mood to write abt my day, serious shit. My soul is bleeding, my heart is broken, I dun noe where do I go now. I can't see anything in front of me. I'm alr dead on th inside. Wish I can die so I dun hv to live n feel dis pain. Wish I wake up rite now n realise tht th past 2 years has been just a nightmare. I tried so hard, I've been patient, I did evrything I needed to do but I came out wif nothing. I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF!!!!! FUCK!!!!!
