No one will everchange this animal I have become. I like it rough coz I rather feel pain than nothing at all. You know I could be just like you. I swear I never meant to let it die. Wake up, I'm knocking on the door. I still love you. I won't say I've had enough. I feel so empty, so used up, so let down. I'll run for my life, my life is you. I have left alone everything that I owned to make you feel like it's not too late. It's never too late. Surreal voices in my head. Can't believe you disappeared. I'll fight and I am right but without you, I'm just not strong. It is becoming clear that I still need you here. So please come back, I'll make it better than it ever was. :'(
