Here's the top 5 reasons why I'm pissed today.

1. I lost my favourite guitar pick

2. My phone still with my parents

3. I left my favourite slippers at Kai's hse

4. I miss her :(

5. I want her back :((

To L: Everything wrong u did to me, I forgave you. U stabbed me in th bck, stead wif my bestfriend n nv even tell me. n until NOW, he HATES me. At madrasah, after solat, he salam evryone except ME. But still, I forgave u. Doesn't tht show how much I cared for u? How can u not forgive me for being an idiot tht oni noes how to be emo. All ur presents, I still keep after all these years coz they serve me well. My bdae present, our anniversary present, everything. They are the only things I have left of u to hold. And th day u left me, I cut myself deeply on my left wrist. It's a permenant scar. It's still here. I was heartbroken, I couldn't sleep at night, I lost many of my frens, I lost myself! Yes, I HAVE tried to move on but every single time I fail. And everytime I fail, it comes bck to u again. Thr's dis quote, "Always listen to ur heart. Even tho it's on ur left, it's always right". Thts exactly wat I'm doin, my heart believes tht u might return someday. I believe... :'(